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Sunday, October 22, 2006
hello people!
now... where was i. oh, yupp, was talking about princess hours.
haha, i'm kinda lost now. really don't know what to write. sigh, Mrs. Mok and my good ole, best form teacher i've ever met Ms. Foo is leaving too...
mhmm, will get back to you guys.
love,
~ emma
forget me not.
4:17 PM
Saturday, October 21, 2006
hey people,
i haven't blogged for such a long time now. so brace yourselves! this is going to be very long.
so much has happened since i last blogged. just so so much. i guess it would be almost impossible to pen everything that i've done over these days.
something i have to say. i MUST say is that, princess hours is a really good show, i'm like addicted to it and the characters. especially the main character shin chaegyung. well, who is she? you all may be asking. she is a very ordinary, yet special girl. the reason(s) for loving her are vague, because you won't know exactly how you would fall in love with her. it might be her naivete, or perhaps her frank but never caustic personality, or perhaps both. it could also be due to her unwavering spirit towards the ones she love, or maybe the way she would always cry due to a plethora of reasons. she's a soft hearted person but also tries to act brave, so as to not worry the people that she loves. she might seem really weird sometimes, but her heart fills up not by love for herself, but for others.
there're many things that i've learnt from her. watching this show is almost like taking a life lesson, about love, marriage and what giving is all about. everytime she gives her all to the ones around her, emptying her heart until it is so dry, and so thirsty, yearning for love to actually come and heal all her pain. but time and time again, all she got in return was hurt, more hurt and even more hurt. there was once she broke down, and she changed. she became pessimistic, she started to think too much and all the hurting feelings and thoughts would start flowing into her mind, breaking her heart even more, making her bleed and tear like the flowing river. but at last, love finally had an answer, all her pain and suffering has caused a change in the person she truly loves, and they could finally find solace in each other's hearts. it's not easy, the path she took, but she had never gave up, and that eventually led her heart back home.
i guess everyone needs love. everyone yearns for someone to care, someone to notice them. just look at the purest of hearts, infants, the way they would often cry out for their parents for comfort and security. everyone needs this comfort. children get this from their parents, wives get this from their husbands, and priests get it from God above (i think). my main point is, you could never get love by keeping it, only by giving it, you would eventually receive it. be aware of those who loves you, discreet or blatant, cause although they might tell themselves they they ask for no returns, their cup could only be filled up by love.
after watching the show, at least now i know what i expect in a real relationship, and fortunately or unfortunately (i'm not exactly sure) it made me think about who i want to spend the rest of my life with, or at least, the personality of the other half of me in future.
i'm just so immersed in the love.
(ahh, if i sound really dumb, really sorry)
i'll continue tomorrow cause i've got to go. so this isn't the end of this post. see ya then!
byebye
love,
emma
forget me not.
10:20 PM