hie EVERYONE,
the next time you meet your friends,i advise you to say "i love you"
and "i treasure you".. well its not because of that type of love. but
it is just the people around you that you have connections with. every
life on this earth is important, and special, very special, even if
every really dislikes him or her, he or she still has a cuter, nicer
side. just try and focus, and you'll get what i mean.. so remember, the
next time you see someone related to you, say you love him or her, as a
way of appreciating this gift of life.
seriously, violence is the worst abuse on this world. and i vouch for
that.
violence spreads into many sub-groups. these are some and try your very
best to avoid it, i am trying my best here too, you've got what it
takes to change this world! just start now. this is one of the
subgroups: (i would be sharing others subsequently)
VERBAL violence -- this is the most widespread and most used form of
violence, on the streets and even in school, you hear people, all sorts
of stupid people spouting stupid words. please, u can stop this
stupidity by yourself, you are the POWER, remember that. the power is
called influence. the reason why people are using such stupid words can
be shown in this equation:
more usage = "trendy" = "popular" = more stupid people using stupid
words
so, start changing the world starting from today, every attempt counts
=)
NOONE SHOULD BE DEPRIVED OF A CHANCE TO LIVE, GIVE THEM THIS CHANCE FOR
THEM TO CHANGE, GIVE THEM NEW LIFE...
think about it...
~matt
ahhh.... morning started BAD!!! cause i was disturbed by some kids on
the bus on my way to school.
for MANY hwachong pple, this forms a perfect and logical equation
"JOURNEY to SCHOOL == BEAUTY SLEEP"
yup, so i am telling everyone out there, if some hwachong guy is on the
bus in the morning, please, i appeal to you to keep your volume down,
THANKS!! all of us would be very very grateful to you!
it was supposed to be NYAA bronze award submission today, (NYAA is
national youth achievement award) so when i reached school, everyone
was practically stoning at their desks, copying from other pple... now
that wasn't a really good sight... then i realised i had to join the
crowd, but the person i need to copy from wasn't from my class, so i
tried looking for victor in 2F, but apparently it seems like he had
gone to 2B from what i heard from his friends.
sooo, went to find him at 2B,but instead of finding him there, i found
shao fei, whom i copied physical recreation from. it was supposed to be
jia wei but anything's fine.
i am gonna flunk my history test.. seriously... when i was studying
yesterday, it was almost like the paper looking at me. nothing really
went inside my head... and i forgot how to answer the questions!!! i
must have self-control for subsequent tests and refrain myself from
manga and anime...
during recess was pia NYAA session once more...
then LEEKS briefed us on NYAA, we got reprimanded really bad cos we
misbehaved really bad..
for chinese we had "pep talk" again.. or maybe it shud be called "crap
talk". i really like Mr. Tan, but sometimes he is really very funny.
=))
i got 45/80 for english assignment, thats very bad.... i hope i can do
better in the next assignment, or i am going to force myself to do
assessment books.
no time to blog liao, sorry people! but the message to reflect today is
"self control is KEY!!!"
always there, just look back, you find me there somehow,
~matt
hie everyone,
today is a good day. this is cause i had a bombardment of double-period
lessons but i don't feel bored or tired at all. that is almost
impossible. but i did it! so proud of myself. first up was double
english. We wrote an essay. There were 4 questions to choose from. i
forgot the rest of the questions, but i chose the one that says "
Imagine you are a mobile phone, talk about a typical day " there are
really many things you can write about when u place yourself in others'
shoes. but being able to tell a story for him isn't good enough. being
able to tell the story in his way. now thats hard. understanding others
isn't as easy as one might think. understanding others require much
patience, strength and also sacrifice. however, if you really love and
care about someone, you will not mind sacrificing for his or her sake.
love IS blind....
remember, when you want to understand the person, put yourself in his
shoes, and think like the real him, the him deep down below, and you'll
find the answer to the question. ANY question.
after recess was double maths. KHOOYAPKP is a great teacher, so
sleeping would be quite impossible in her lessons. HOWEVER! i found
myself unable to keep myself awake!!! oh noooooo.... sorry mrs Khoo...
at least i knew what she was trying to say. we learnt a little bit of
sine today. i get a little of it, now just have to wait till next week
when i will get to know more....
after maths was single GEOG, the only single lesson of the day...
hehe.. Mr. Lim have nuthing to teach oredi, so now he is becoming like
Mr AlvinTan, showing videos, but i find doing maths more meaningful, so
i decided to do maths homework and be "guai" but the fact is i have
oredi watched "The Day After Tomorrow". To all peoples out there! start
conserving and saving the environment or you are gonna regret it!
Okay, after the 10 minute break was double chinese, we were supposed to
do compo today, but in the end we went thru compre and summary.. after
that we had some riddles given by MR. TANgc. he is a great teacher
because he KNOWS how to speak. there are teachers who don't know how to
attract the attention of pupils, but somehow he can. must improve on my
chinese compre.... kaijun beat me.. =( no fair.. budden congrats to him
anyway.
after school was pizza time, it was a lunch appreciation session for
helpers and the OT of teachers day celebs, apparently i got so "malu"ed
cos i was the only helper, the rest was in the committee, except for
the emcees, but they are different... ate two pieces and went to admin
office to check up my report card mistake and found out there was no
mistake. the uncle there said if the score writes -1, it means u were
on MC and not that you failed or something.. after that i went back
home, on my 852 again...
slacked at home then started to rush out the year 1 levelday programmes
proposal.. until about now...
yup, that is what happened today.. GTG sleep cyaaa people real soon.
put yourself in others shoes, you'll find my footsteps there already...
~matt
okay people, there is something worth to celebrate, i am blogging again!
whoppeee!!!
yupp, this few weeks didnt blog due to several reasons, one of em was
my very very bad fever, which made me cough and cough and...
AH!CHOOOOOO... *sniff* *sniff* ...yupp
today woke up rather easily again cos still got slight insomnia. yupp,
done the usual stuff, wake up, brush teeth and all the stuff and went
to take bus to interchange to take 852 to school. everything happened
like its soooooo normal. and it is. after reaching school, i alighted
the bus and talked with damien. and i told him that i only knew i was
the QM yesterday.... nooo LAGGGG.... school today was fine, Mr. Tan
guan chye as usual,is asking us "logical" questions still and Mr. Alvin
Tan is still as cuuute as ever. haha, he will always be. he could
almost be minime.... just imagine... okay.. he is not THAT short, but
he is still at least 153? okay, stop it with the teasing...
geog test was kinda hard, maybe cause i dint prepare well enough... it
is the first time i dint study past 1 am for geog... no wonder it seems
difficult this time round....
after that went right home, took 852 with kevin. i accidentally hear
the four girls at my right talking about battle royal. YES, its
B-A-T-T-L-E R-O-Y-A-L
i thought that was some super-violent japanese film about student
killing themselves.... bleah.. don't wanna think about it. later, a
girl tried to imitate Russel Peters.... and i thought guys are more
lame than girls.....
maybe ny girls are just different, i certainly hope so....
when i reached home, i watched some "unauthorized" TV. it's
unauthorized cos my mom actually told me to shower and sleep. but i
showered and TVed... feel sooo bad now... watched some weird UFO
investigation documentary.. *vomit* those aliens look weird....
this sets a question to ask ourselves, why are humans on a constant
search for a better-than-human being??? why does humans want to know so
much about what is happening outside out world? i mean, let God do
these type of stuff, why do you need to know so much?
more knowledge doesn't equate to a better understanding of life.
moreover, i feel that a better understanding of self leads to a better
understanding of what life is truly all about. can science do that? NO!
some things are just for God to know and for us to not find out you
know, although we are looking for all these things out there, have we
ever search the reasons why???? its time for WHY to come in, for us to
reflect why we are all doing this, living on earth and such stuff, by
the time i grow older, maybe my mind would be filled by all sorts of
corruption until i cannot see or think clearly. So, think now and make
a difference..
i am here
~matt
hello everyone.. quite a lot happened today...
morning woke up and ate breakfast with mama.. took bus to northpoint to
meet desmond there. i passed him his notes and he passed me some other
notes. after that went to schoolto have tuition by wen bo..
later found out that wen bo is only coming at 11.30... so waiting with
felix and ming yang. when wen bo finally came, its already 12+ haha...
yup. for lunch we went to bukit timah food centre. had mixed rice as
usual then had carrot cake shared among wen bo, ming yang and i.. alf
seems to be dieting or something. he dint really ate at all... hmmm...
after that went to KAP to study. i wanted to get drinks for everyone, i
asked them what they wanted then alf said he wanted slimming tea... so
i tried to find. then i found "JAPANESE TEA, NO SUGAR ADDED, DRINK AS
MUCH AS YOU LIKE" then i thought, this must be the one =)).. and i
bought it. when i brought it up, they were like stunned... in the end i
drank it myself... haha.... ooops, maybe i misintepreted alf.
jie called and asked if we shud hav a outing soon. but we discussed
until we had a caucus that maybe now is not the time =(... but Carol's
this saturday art thingy can be a mini gathering ;P
slept thruout the way home... really tired. yay! i helped a blind guy
back home today =)
i think i saw him before, but that time there was already someone
helping him so i didn't help him. as we were chatting, he asked me
about my school. then he seemed to have memories of it. he still told
me it was a private school. then i told him now its a independent
school already. then he mumbled that he could see last time. actually i
was quite shocked at first. maybe he didn't want me to hear it... so i
asked what happened. then i asked was it an accident? then he said
"yes" and started murmuring again... cant really hear him but tried my
best to empathise with him... shud not hav asked him about the accident
though...
this rang a bell in my mind.... accidents could happen to anyone,
anytime, anywhere. so NEVER take life for granted. live every second of
your life to the fullest. at least when an accident really happen, you
know you had lived to your fullest and would have no regrets. but thats
what life is all about, every new difficulty in life marks a new
beginning, a new chapter in your life. and without these adversities,
you wont be able to grow up... dont you think so??
hence, always remember that your life is very precious but yet also
very fragile. HANDLE with CARE =)
surprises could also happen anytime, to anyone, anywhere. just like the
project superstar winner kelvin. against all odds, he won it. however,
i have a strong feeling soon there wll be some media brawl about
this... but this is a chance to show others that even though he is so
called "handicapped", he is still able to fulfill his dreams. so
whenever you feel that your dream is that far away, this about him..
time to reflect =)
~matt