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Friday, August 25, 2006
Hello PEOPLE!
i can finally blog cause i will be at home for one day =P so many things to say... but most are really bad.. very bad indeed.
woah, time flies really fast. and i can't really remember all the happenings. but this is the gist of it all.
FRIDAY
went for training. we did abs training and ran quite a bit about 4.2 plus 1.2 km, according to Joseph.. so that makes it about ummm, 7 k at leasy i guess. then i ran another 4.2 cause i had to leave early. so that makes it 4.2 + 1.2 + 4.2 = 9.6 k, according to joseph. i left early and scrambled home. i haven't packed my bag! ohoh, godpa and godma came to fetch me back! thanks! and i still got to say that the orchids are just gorgeous. thanks so so much. love you always.
so they drove me back home and i quickly packed, ate and showered. then i quickly left for boarding school. got out the orchids. and found out i was sleeping at E3/07 with desmond, zhao rui and luther. Block E, 3rd floor, room 7. we took out beds, unpacked, and slept (i think) not very sure though.
AND OH! did i mention i flunked my math test? yes i did
SATURDAY
woke up later than the assigned time and again scrambled. went to collect the flowers from the general office and quickly went to the multi-storey carpark then went back cause i found out the bus was actually waiting outside boarding school. then we went to changi airport to fetch the Uttam girls. we fetched them, and got back to school. in the afternoon we went to little india and had lunch at "The Ganges" some branched out fine dining buffet restaurant from Komala's. then we went shopping at Mustafa! or at least, we followed the girls around. mhmmm, i'm still trying to remember their names >< bad bad me... then we went back to BS to have dinner. i'm not sure what happened at night though... lemme try to remember.. if i'm not wrong, alf, junxin, vic and i went to play basketball! BASKETBALL --- i haven't touched it for like months... haha. then we went to KAP and i got me SOYA BEAN =P wheee, then i went back to BS. and i found out i was locked out by desmond from the room! so i called alf and i slept over in his room.
SUNDAY
based on my memory, i remember myself waking up in alfred's room. i didn't wake them up (alf and eric) and i tried to go back to my room. but i found out it was STILL locked! arghhh. GOSH! then i realised i couldn't go back to alf's room cause i couldn't open the gate for the 2nd level. so in the end i went to eat breakfast, fortunately, it was almost breakfast time then. i went to the dining area and found out breakfast would be ready in 5 minutes time. so i waited a while but soon breakfast was ready. then i went to eat breakfast! umm, forgot what i ate... then i went to the washroom for the biggie... and guess what? i slept on it. (i mean the toilet) by the time i woke up, it's 7 plus 8 already. i went into the toilet at around early 7! o.o don't ask me how, i don't know myself. so after that i went to the room and found out it wasn't locked anymore! whee? then i scrambled again and rushed to church. attended mass with poor erica that day. she was still ill =
then we went for catechism classes. sigh~ sometimes relationships can get really nasty and unpredictable.. really, a relationship can't continue for long without trust. without trust, it's really hard to go through everything together.
AND bel didn't go cat class this week =
so after church i went back home and slept! hahahaha. later i left, took 852 there. i oversleot on the bus again! and i quickly went back to meet wenbo. i forgot to get the notes! but oh wells, wenbo said it's fine. phew~
at BS, i did the reflections for HRP and went for dinner. soon after, the rest came back with the Indian girls from sentosa. after that i couldn't remember much that we did.
MONDAY
woke up early today and met up with the Uttam girls. Alf introduced them to the school. SCGS girls also came today. i still don't know a lot of em. nicole was there too, she was the one who gave the address. then i went to meet wenbo after flag raising, we handed in HRP, placed it on Mrs. Sim's table. then i went to MD Specialists with wenbo. their attachment is just plain cool... later i left or else i would have been for my own attachment. went back to BS... wait a minute... did i oversleep again? not very sure =\ so i went back to BS to meet oon beng and ziang and we left for our IA. went to Jurong Student Service Centre. we were late because we went for lunch. and we got to know hweei min! our lovely facilitator. we got separated into our groups too! publicity and opreations. the three of us went into publicity while xing yun and gino went into operations.
i guess i'll just skip to wednesday cause nothing much happened on tues just that i got to know a lil bit more about SCGS girls but that's besides the point.
WEDNESDAY
woke up at about 10 plus again and went for IA. after IA, i quickly rushed to PS to meet the rest.
BAD THING THAT HAPPENED #1: i missed the bus going to PS, so i had to take 171 and changed to mrt. fortunately i had the iPod or else i would have died.
BAD THING THAT HAPPENED #2: something so bad i wouldn't wanna talk about it.
BAD THING THAT HAPPENED #3: a big large glass fell onto the escalator near us...
thank you luther, nicole and yihui for looking at me eat. i overate these few days... got to cut down on my diet =
SUPER BAD THING THAT HAPPENED #4: being locked out by 3 room mates again.
whatever. i don't wanna comment at all LARH
- postmortem -
so after all that, i realised something. i'm changing. changing back to something ugly. well... not physically but spiritually and emotionally... sigh~
i need more of God. i need to feel the presence of God around me...
i need to be nicer.. less bad feelings and anger =
mhmmm... less bad words (not f-words, but s-words and other weird stuffs)
more of the older me i respect more.
more giving in.
less vengeful thoughts.
a deeper thinker.
a more sensitive person.
someone isn't a downright hypocrite.
someone who really knows who he is, and remain himself always at all circumstances.
i hate the jerk in me. and most people who knows me would know how little i use the word "hate"
i wanna discharge. but i can't.. i just don't understand why.
i love you all. really
love,
emma
forget me not.
12:21 AM