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Thursday, July 13, 2006
hello everyone!
today's an okay day. some parts were sad, some glad some bad..
i woke up at the usual time today at about 6, Mom woke me up. the handphone alarm isn't working for me =\ but i still felt really tired. so i ended up sitting down on the couch.. and i slept till 6.15!!! i only got out of house at around 6.25, 6.30!!! i walked to the bus stop near Mom's grocery hotspot and missed the 855 but i got on to the 851, changed to 852 at AMK ><
and guess what? i WASN'T late for school!
Augustine did morning announcements today and he did great! after flag raising, we went back to class. to keep a promise, i took out my breakfast bar and started eating! gave one to Ben too (: then i saw Mrs. Mok and told her that Ee Chu has already went to her desk to find her. then she told me "Hey, it's lesson time, why are you eating?" but of course, it was in the nice trademark Mrs. Mok motherly tone (: then i told her it was my breakfast. Mdm. Chan came and asked me what i was eating too, i told her i was eating breakfast bars and asked her if she wanted one, then she said, "Nah. thank you" so i returned back to class.
classes today was fine, just that they were kinda hard. subjects like Physics and Math, kinda tough. Kinematics and Trigo! i got sent out of class today :( for not BRINGING my work. i promised i did it. in fact, i have it right beside me now. but it's only fair to make me stand outside too, along with the others that did not do.. i felt sleepy during the last two periods =\ chinese compre was really hard, i didn't know how to do many of the questions. i was kinda dumbfounded ><
afternoon class was chemistry. we went through molar mass, moles and stuff. and again, i was kidna dumbfounded, but in the end with eternal help, i understood a little bit better. after chem, i went to the library to get homework done before going for dinner. i can't concentrate at home.
i wished i had given more. somehow today i'm weird and kinda cranky. i'm more sensitive than THAT (where THAT = today's me), less boring, more helpful certainly and much nicer! BUT why am i in total spasm today.. i feel lousy. i hope there is time for reparations. i don't want things to go bad again. but am i doing it right? i don't think so. i hoped i had mind reading powers that could see what people felt.. i hoped i also knew whether i should continue living life THIS way or not.
^ that, was random, ignore it ><
the following poem too
you're my saviour
but you don't know
if i get greyer
you're still more than gold
i'm not sure what to do,
what to say,
and what to think too;
but you just brighten up my day.
this should have been
long past and over.
my hearts stirring up a din,
and it's getting deeper..
should i embrace?
or just let it go forever?
look into my face,
it's now or never.
God! freeze the clock,
let it halt.
i don't wanna hear the crow cock,
that's when i know it's my fault...
I THINK TOO MUCH!
love,
~emma
forget me not.
9:16 PM
