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Tuesday, June 20, 2006
i'm feeling really confused. it's something about relationships, but NOT BGR. i don't have a girlfriend currently and i feel okay being single. however, there are always these heart-wrneching times when you feel that something's not right about a relationship that you have with a certain someone, might not be someone in particular, but just someone. and you feel very very confused, partly because you do not know what to do, what he/she feels, how you should react..
these are the times when you really get really confused and think that you are really dumb.
sometimes, i really do not know what to do.
i'm always afraid of overdoing it or underdoing it, if there was such a word. when i care too much, it might be sweet at first, but later, as time goes on, it becomes really annoying, so i really don't know what to do. i still care a lot, but i don't really know how to show it to you, how to show how much i love and care for you. and i don't want you to dislike me.. so i'm really confused..
then, if i care too little, you might think that i don't care anymore, and that i'm not interested and that everything was just a short termed thing. which i think is not. i really do not know what to do, what to say or actually what to think...
can someone help out a little bit? help is really really appreciated. thanks
oh, and i really still love you a lot. for people reading this blog, love does not equate to a boy-girl relationship AND i am perfectly straight thank you.
feeling very bad and emotional right now. my apologies..
with love and feeling very confused,
~emma
P.S. i might just be paranoid though, but i don't think so...
forget me not.
10:55 PM
