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Friday, June 23, 2006
hello blog,
sorry for not posting yesterday, was too crazy about writing songs. haha, seems like i still can't go on with my before-SLC life. hmm, nothing much happened yesterday besides writing songs. trained in the morning, then went home before training ended cause my back was aching and felt a little dizzy ><
went to junction 8 to get myself beef soup with rice cause i guess the dizziness was caused by low blood sugar, didn't have breakfast in the morning yesterday. didn't have the time. sorry Godpa&ma, wanted to have breakfast but woke up too late. i think i'm quite sensitive to low blood sugar cause this isn't the first time i felt dizzy during training if i didn't eat. must change that.
oh yeah, have to thank jingbo and jean ting for being my guinea pigs for my second song! haha, it seems like more people liked the first one more, maybe it's cause i rushed the second one, that's why the result wasn't as good (: but still, thank you all for the encouragement. oh and weiling too! haha, you taught me a new word and expanded my vocab! and thanks for seconding the second song ><
okay, what else, hmm, oh yeah, somehow i ended up in 11SLC's recollections page. then i found out a track that wasn't of any notice this year. it was "Say Goodbye" by S Club. just to let you know, that song was something like a parting song for them before they broke up and went their separate ways, so it was really powerful and very emotional. then i downloaded one of the slides that they used last year during the finale, it was the last slide about the last day. i watched it, listened to the song, and somehow, started crying real bad. hmmm, somehow the memories of both SLCs just came back and gave me a huge BANG. and that heart wrenching feeling was, really hard to describe.. but i'm totally addicted to the song. it's really very very nice. i wanted to share it with the rest of the SLC facs, but i guess i shall keep silent for now cause i don't want to affect them 3 days before school reopens. if they go back to square one and get stuck in the place i'm in now, i don't think they'll be able to concentrate very hard..
okay, so that's a round-up for the happenings for yesterday. for today, i woke up at 10 plus, was supposed to wake up at like, hmm, 8 at least? but of course, the ideal doesn't always occur. yup, so i woke up, and brushed my teeth, had overnight pizzas and lipton tea for breakfast.
oh yeah, before i had breakfast, i went to the loo, that isn't important. but i listened to "Say Goodbye" once more and started crying AGAIN. hmmm, have to try to get over all the sadness.
my back's still hurting a little bit when i exert it, so can't help my mom with the laundry today.. sorry mom. so i started on homework, or at least tried to. but images of SLC and faces of facs just came bombarding my mind. so i plugged in the earphones into my ear. tried to find some songs that would be able to help forget for a little while. i found "Let it Be" by Beatles, a song created when they were going to break up too, but it carries a more heck-care attitude, something i really need at that juncture to blind myself from the things that happened from 31st to 3rd of june 2006 and 13th to 16th june 2005.. so i started to do my work, struggling at first but the numbing effect of the song worked for the aching thing between my lungs. just mentioning that word will cause me to remember everything once more. because that's where i store all the memories, not in my mind, but in that place. it's for special memories that i will never forget.
so i managed to do some work. and now i'm blogging. yup, have to get back to work already. and thank you everyone that loves and cares for me. you just don't know how much appreciation i have for you all. i love you guys a lot too.. seems like i'm back into my emo mood again. must listen to more "Let it Be" ><
okay, umm, please pray for yanlin and shihua, they're ill. really hope they'll get better soon.. school's going to start. hmm, take care everyone, this is not a time to fall ill ><
i guess that's all for now. not sure if i could drop by alf's conglo outing later to celebrate shirin and elynn's birthday. my body might be here at home, but my heart belongs there. feel my presence, cause i am there in spirit. sounds really eerie, but yeah.
till the next time!
LOVE and a few drops of tears,
~emma
P.S. this is totally random but please don't say goodbye..
forget me not.
4:32 PM
