OH my Gosh!
dear everyone,
i accidentally deleted photos from my camera, which means that for the
first corporation outing, the photos are gone forever!!! i'm feeling so
bad right now. oh man, arghh.. sigh, why did i delete em. ehmmmm...
very sad..
okay, now on to the happenings of the day. today's a special day. not
cause it's a monday, but because it's the day when school reopens, when
all the fears of failing tests are coming back. so, in hopes of making
this term better, i will have to try to work harder, which might mean
that i'll have less time for better stuff, like blogging. although
classifying it as better stuff is politically incorrect, i guess i feel
is true, self discovery is more important than words and logical
stuffs, knowledge is power, but only wisdom can push you further. that
is what i believe. so in the morning, got awakened by mom, as usual, if
not i might be late for school. thank you mom! then i went to school.
saw jingbo on the bus!
then i went to class, went to get the newspapers for morning reading
period, and went for flag raising, the skies were really pretty, i hope
it signifies a good start of the term. class today was okay, just that
i felt a little sleepy during physics cause i was a little bit lost,
sorry mr tieu... but i'll keep up.
after school was AEP, we spent our time doing some modifications, and
doing what we might be able to do really well, umm, slacking ><
however, we should be able to finish everything by the dateline we set
for ourselves.
i kept seeing the facs room today, and everytime when i see it, i'll
start to remember all the stuff that has happened. it almost seems like
nothing has happened before, and nothing was real. everything was a
dream, was just the best dream i could ever have, but one thing for
sure, the friends i met in my dream are real. they are , on this world,
and not in some strange dimension. which i feel quite relieved when i
know about it.
everything just seems to pass so fast. i have a feeling twenty years
down the road, i might be reading this post again, when i'm 35, and
i'll be thinking about all the thing's i've down for the past 35 years
of my life. then, i do not want to regret choices i have made. i
believe that God will lead the way if i put my faith in him.
just hope that the good times could drag longer, and the bad times
would pass quickly. but that's highly impossible because it's often the
opposite. but still, i;m still looking forward to the many wonders of
life. looking forward to the future, looking forward to my new sets of
dreams.
reality shoo! but i know you're here to stay.
with love,
emma