today, jaya is attacking me again... i am gonna explode soon, i have no
idea why she has to push me so much. izzit because she has high
expectations of me? maybe. but i really cant tolerateit anymore. QUIT
council then quit. u forced me to. jaya, you make me cry.
last monday, got a cut on my left wrist, now got a cut on my right hand.
the cut today was kinda deep.. about 0.3 cm almost 2 cm long..
how i got it is a very very long story... but it is NOT a suicide
attempt...
somehow, i just missed my acupoint by like 0.5 cm... phew..
it might be a signal from God above, it might be a time of risks and
anxiousness, but not yet death.
arhhhgg.. joseph is our coach.. i thought it was cher..
dunnoe whether that is good news or bad news.. joseph is kinda slacky
though..
cant draw.. cause of my right hand. dont worry, mr lonely will be back
soon.
feel low... feel like bursting into tears.. but i dont noe why...
everyone is very bz nowadays.. jie! jia you =)
i shall give out my happiness to my max.
learnt a very important lesson today, SHARE. if i just shared, wouldn't
have got a cut.
remember to share your joys, smiles, pains, tears, love
i feel hurt... by many pple, including my form teacher..
~matt
still lonely.