i am turning really bad...
i wanna become neutral towards the pple around me, especially xiaoyang,
but the bad side of me is taking over.
sometimes i dont noe which is more prominent!
but the bad side is winning.
nuthing much happened today except for chemistry test. seems like i
cant beat wen bo anymore. but it okie. life is not just about
academics, its about holistic learning, including character. i muz not
let it deteriorate any further..
self-control.
muz be like Mr. Edmund Teo, nice.
The art exhibition today was inspiring, it showcased paintings and
photographs from different genres and different age groups.
after that, weets, hong liang and i went to long john silvers to eat
erm... linner, in between lunch and dinner
after that we went home. on the trip, we crapped quite alot.
causing much disturbance to the public. muz not do it again.
things arent going the way i want them to be though...
hard to describe but i feel that my life is getting narrower, towards
the light. The light however, is turning larger. I noe that this wud be
tough but i would go on.
as i said, sumtimes u nid to exhale all your pressures, all your pains.
sumtimes, u nid a shoulder to lean on. well, i have that. but
somethings cannot be shared. some pains and tears have to be kept
inside. maybe u noe wat i am feeling rite now.
i hope my bad persona wud be erased somehow.
God! help me on this path to your arms in heaven!
i have a long way to go! pls lend me a helping hand! although u hav
oredi given me many times.
talking about skool life,there is a test tmr, gtg study. GEOG! oh no...
okie. cya pple soon. looking forward to sunday :)

LOVE! fill the air to its maximum sweetness,
from your struggling loner,
matt